什麼都來不及.

weeeenhi:

I do not need to be friends with everyone.

Over my high school career, I realize I’ve blown up on a lot of people. And I told a friend, that she knows me enough to know that I’m a very straight forward and honest person. If I don’t like you, I’ll let you know. If you’re pissing me off, you’ll most likely to know about it. And if I appreciate you, I’m quite expressive about that also.

It’s nothing that I’ll say I’m proud of, but it’s surprisingly how much I’ve grown up and changed. I’m always fond of words. Whether it was to express my anger, sadness, or affection. Honestly, I used to be this naive girl who lets everyone walk on her and then just letting people do that over and over. Now I’m just the girl who won’t even take bullshit anymore.

It’s nice. I don’t really care about being in good, neutral terms with everyone. So if I’m provoked, I’ll stand my ground. Shouldn’t everyone? I mean, be open minded and learn when you’re in fault but also take in consideration how you, yourself feels. I just expect to be treated with the same decency. To be there for someone and have them in return be there for me.

High school and living the rest of my life won’t be to please people. And I find it easier to go on with life terminating relations that I have with people, rather than trying to tolerate or being two face about it. People are so scared of “awkwardness” or whatever it may be. And to be honest? I just don’t give a fuck.

I don’t need to like you or for you to like me to go on with my life. There are a very few relationships I have with people that I truly value and I can honestly say that you were one. And then it just poof into thin air when I realize that existence was gone when needed the most.